i swear i swear i swear i’ve been meaning to write and by that i mean ACTUALLY finishing a post. I HAVE DRAFTS FROM EARLY MARCH sitting half-baked in the vault waiting to see the light of the internet.

i don’t wanna say that i’m lazy either because truthfully, i’m unmotivated. not unmotivated to get the content, try all the food/drinks, and see all the sightjust unmotivated to write down all my notes in cursive in my little notebook. but i have ACTUALLY started to carry my notebook around with me everywhere so that i actually can write down all my thoughts. writing is also not what i want to be doing all the time after a long day of work but it’s what i need to be doing because sometimes i have nothing to do other than scroll on tik tok. but at least i can recognize where i’m going wrong and i’m taking that as a start on the right foot.

today is my day off and the sun has been out recently so maybe i’ll start taking my writing outside and photosynthesizing outside in the sun with a nice bevvy. plus you guys know i have a weakness for outdoor dining/patios.

tell me how to get in the right habits guys i need it ^_^